So i definately have somewhat neglected this here blog, and that was never my intentions. Things got a little hectic and i dug myself into a hole and i started to feel like i couldnt get out. It was one of those lovely dark moments where you start to question yourself and wonder why youre doing what youre doing. I started to feel like the career path i chose wasnt going to go anywhere and that i should just bail and dump it. BUT on a brighter note, that has changed. Tattooing is my life. I know ive made some mistakes and kind of strayed from where i need to be and what i need to focus on, but thats fixed. I know this post may stray a little far from the tattoos subject...and trust me, ill get right back to that. But i just hope that maybe my royal screw up could somehow enlighten someone or brighten up someone elses day a little. I know im not Ghandi or Einstein, and maybe its a little ridiculous for me to think that i have some grand words of wisdom...but here it goes;
So life is just a pile of those lessons that you learn the hard way.
Things dont always turn out the way you plan.
The person you thought you could count on will let you down.
Hearts will be broken and friends will be lost.
Most of a girls problems in life will be caused by a boy.
Everyone loses their way once and a while.
Living life in the moment can make every day that much more enjoyable.
The outlook i have, and the one that alot of people should try:
Judge me, and ill prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do, and ill tell you off.
Tell me im not worth it, and see where i end up.
Call me a bitch, and ill show you one.
Screw me over, and ill throw it back to you 10 times worse.
Call me crazy, but you really have no idea.
Im stubborn, hard headed and hard to handle, but im sweet as sugar on the inside.
That really mushy cliche list, just for good measure. And to prove that im just as mushy and girly as everyone else hahaha ...im just a little less likely to admit it.
"I want a guy who would":
...move the hair away from my eyes.
...sing to me at random moments.
...let me sleep on their chest.
...get mad at someone if they called me ugly.
...make fun of me just to make me laugh.
...throw stuffed animals at me when i did something dumb.
...telll his friends about me and smile when he did it.
...kiss me in the pouring rain.
...count stars with me.
...help me make dinner, and clean it up.
...be my best friend.
So yeah...theres my grand little insights on life, attitude, and boys. Its not super impressive, and no ones going to publish it somewhere. I know im not going to do seminars and lectures...and i definately never plan to. But i just hope it can be someones little pick me up. Thats if anyone really even reads this blog hahahaha. And if you really need some sort of impowering book to pick you up and head you in the right direction, id honestly suggest The Rules According to JWOWW. Now before anyone gets up in arms...i am not like a super huge jersey shore obsessed girl. Quite frankly, because i am from Jersey....i find some of it quite offensive. Were not all like that. Annnnd almost all of them are really from New York. But her book really is nice for any girl who needs that little guide to love, life, partying and getting a killer body....just consider it hahaha
Dont worry. I fulfilled my need to be mushy for now....back to the tattoos hahaha :D
